Mummy~No lunch mer?

jus woke up....today aft coming back 2sch realise that sis have no house key to enter d house coz i took her's tis morning & mum wasnt at hm so she gotta wait for me inside.Sigh....feel bad of letting her wait :p (like i wil feel guilty like tat,haha).So i waited for mum n dad to have lunch together like usual,whl waiting fal asleep at d hall,stomach really feel hungry.n it begin to make alot of noise...I woke up n make d decision not to wait anymore so i went 2bath,later whl more mum n dad got hm together n mum realise i havent took my lunch,so she asked y?at last i realise tis babi sis of mine didnt tel me that act dad did ask us to hv lunch ourself but she didnt even cares to tel me that.BABI,...let me waited for so long n make me feel so hungry...Ish...at last only got to drink milo most of d shop arounds was close today of d pasar mlm thg!Today in sch got to play 2rounds of monopoly in sch...was fun at 1st but later on get bored of it.Waoh so fast~trying to catch up more in akauns n maths coz suppose tis 2subject is d one tat i normally score for it,Hmm i mean use to do tat las las time.Aft fetching sue ping home frm energy at 8.30pm,i washed my car at hm...Is a gd exercise n i enjoy doin tat esp whn it comes to depending to my mood.haha

Monopoly

woke up in d morning to go sch n got a cal frm a fren of mine ask to fetch her to sch.so i went so n it makes me reach sch late bout 7.40 ( haha act tis is wat i normally do )...one step into d sch found out that every1 gotta go for assembly ,ish tis is wat i hate d most..but luckily is ok.Today all d business girls went to high court in mlc.so d whole clas left 6 girls.jas,me ,hwee peng,geok hoon,huey chin n ee ling.When we start to have fun over d clas while studying,got a teacher ask us to help her to type question in computer room so of course whn we r faused to do so sure complaining up n down coz she oways like to order ppl do tis n tat instead by doin d work herself,wanting to tel our form teacher act...but is ok since jas n me so gd hearted we went to help....aft finish it we 4 link the com together n start to play games,have fun n shout loud infront of d teacher summore..haha.play n play til recess was hungry so went canteen to buy food,when d bell start to ring every1 run like mad bck to d clas...using all our strength n energy!aft recess find out tat clas was so empty so we went library to watch Astro n start to play monopoly wif jas,hwee peng,n geok hoon....damn teruk sial...tis jas got to buy 11lands,hwee peng got 7, but wher by me n geok hoon got 4 for each for us...But luckily at las no1 win or lose coz teacher wants to hv accounts clas at 1.sigh too bad,,but i kept alot money in my pocket summore so jus dun think that i wil lose to jas tis time...sigh gonna bring monopoly to sch tmr again coz library wil b close tmr.Aih...

Spank..

sigh wondering who's spank~tis fellow really make me kinda blur blur & blur esp hope that spank wil stop putting my name on d chatterbox over ther.wasnt really happy of how mum spoilt my plan tat day...how can?a little bit angry n i told her so.every1 wants to b d first oways but sumtimes i rather im d las1 who do it...jus like d story btw the tortoise n rabbit....wondering y sumtimes human is like tis (i dun mean mummy ).haizzz... mayb we wil know it sumday by later,hope so they will!!

National Convention

backache ...ish tis is d prob that i oways have...easily get backache coz i dun use to drink milk since smal til now....Duno wat wil hpn in d future like tat.whn to church today n wil have to interprate for opening prayer b4 service started.kor kor wasnt around bcoz peggy-our youth lead was having fever sick mostly of pregnancy.Sigh...our church is goin to have our international convention in Fraser's hill on 6-9 of dec,kor kor wanted me to go for tis...I would like to join too but jus kinda worry for my financial,at d same time dun wanna trouble mum too...sigh wat to do?kor say he could pay half for me,but im juz thinking to go n pay for my own now...wherby sis wont b goin most likely...havent been to that place b4 man...hope tat i can make it.pray hard!

Aft taking report card

wah 2day was great at 1st,went 2sch at 7.40 n found out got no parking coz most parents came to take report class n took away most of all parking place.Sigh..have been thinking so hard whether shld i cal mum to go sch n get it.haha luckily i didnt coz sue ping' teacher damn teruk add so much of chili,tomato,n pepper for her haha,teruk sial!at 1st really enjoy teasing those parents who came to take d report card.kepo here n ther,n tease those girls.get to do so coz s wat i xpect i not ned to worry damn much coz mum wont b coming,so funny boih.at 8 jac' mum came so aft take report card for jac ,she take for me oso.sad thgs is we saw she cried coz her mum was so angry of d result n all.sO scarey man.i went hm straight aft tat n wait for mum to go canossa 2get spin' report card.jus fel luckily tat my teacher allow jac' mum to take it for me,s she didnt complain much bout me too...I know she want me to really do wel,n i hope it tat way.have lunch 2gether wif mum n sis at bunga raya to have lamb soup,taste gd man,try it!d whl aft noon nvr get to slep,busy doin some staf,tok can make it looks perfect but somehow fail to do so.haha!coz got no more wrapping paper tat looks like d same,sorry for tat( if u get to read tis blog of mine,u noe who i mean )...now r jus waiting for my best fren frm kl-jacinth to go satay celup wif her France ah mo bf....

Report Card~How Can

have been sleeping since yest 10 til 6am.haha seriously kinda tired of all.suppose today my sch's parents wil hv to take report card,but all d senior like us d upper 6 wan couldnt get to ask our parents 2come,jus cant imagagine wat's goin 2hpn aft tat.Ish...yest was tired but hv no choice that i mus go certain plc for some reason.N it took me 5hours ther.Haiz...y?Ther r lot of show tat i cant evn get to catch up.seriously?can u think tat evn hvnt get 2watch 'd day aft tmr' or blablabla.yest in sch was fun whl in d clas,a girl named clarince n jacqueline were playing,so they started to hit each other v ruler n all staf.kesian d weak 1 like jac sure lose at last haha,so i xchange sit v her n my turn to protect my darling,so we hit n hit.Manatau teacher found out so,but ntg hpn luckily.wakaka...wat a day that i get to proof to her that im stil listening to d clas evntou we all r noisy.haha tis is us lar upper 6 maths :)

Shooting sTAr Around

it have been 2weeks tat my head havent been running really wel,sigh.. wat hpn?exam seems to b so soon but im not even ready for it yet.lower upper lower upper...wah its really hard sumtimes.mind cldnt get 2concentrate in studies.for pas 3days got no clas goin on except econs but stil wonder y cant i get to concentrate more into it.getting more n more weary each day,escp thinking wat d result gonna b coz it gonna bring a big impact to me,neither for my parents or other so.Need to think hard for our church garage sales oso.which wil b held on 21 aug.only bout 8more weeks to go i think...n las week only i get to know that i need to hold d post to look aft d project for d games all.Haiz..im not so gd in it....feeling wanting to ask for looking aft ice jelly,mayb i stil know abit of it coz we our frenz have been selling nata de coco ice jelly in sch on tuesday.N we make everythg by ourself...cool man...haha got to eat my favorite nata de coco....wanting to watch movie today v a bunch of frenz.plan it earlier but cldnt get to buy d ticket that we wanted to watch.left 2 row,rather dun watch...but im sure i wil grap d chance to watch spider man 2 on 30jun man.Feel tired for d whl day...

Reason

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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On a particular nite when sumthg bad had happen before a nit b4 tis,whl im jus sitting in d car n suddenly wanting to listen to hitz top fm.so i took out my tape.and at tis period of times I do so bcoz i feel like ther's sumthg out ther....N i heard tis song was jus playing.that is d first time i heard tis song,n tis is wat i normally wil do listen carefully of d lyrics by line to line.I start wondering y when thgs happen to b like tis in d same time & I LIKE THAT SONG!!!Ther's many reason that i couldnt speak@think for now.Btw d other song that beggin to run in my mind for tis over 2weeks is that song "He wil come n save" blieve it onot tis song was awesome.I blieve d somg was played for a certain reason BY God.I shall seek God for it...Went to pasar mlm wif mum&dad today.after that i went to his(kiat) house,as whereby mum n dad went malim to grandma's place.N his twins brother (chuan) got me a epal juice by himself.Hmm,so sweet of him.Tis is d first time that both of us really tok..But i wil b happier if so he make strawberry juice for me haha..

Gd Mood

guess wat,again went down to help dad again tis morning.but luckily i got enough slep yest so today mood was gd.wondering y izzit workers nowadays r so lazy,oways nvr turn out frm work.hmm, for all tis long i have been working i think nvr in my life be that i nvr turn out frm work.hardly found if so i bet i really got sumthg very important to do n i'll make sure my boss bout it earlier.haiz,anyway today i drive all d way frm mlc raya,bachang,malim n cheng.So fun of driving alone for d half n hour journey alone,whereby ther's no many car up ther!whn reach back to d office at 6.30am almost everythg was fine n me n sping wil have to go sch.b4 we leave mum say thank you to us.looks like she really need us sumtimes.Hmm,bet she sure very tired today coz both of us have been toking&toking yest nite til bout 11pm++...sign wil have to go sch now

In LifE!

**The Best Way To Make It Through Is To Listen To Your Heart**

In Life we have to make decisions that arent easy.
We're afraid that whatever choice we make will upset someone we love.
It is at these times that we need to look inside and to
listen to the voice that's inside us.
If we listen just to the wishes of those around us and ignore our own feelings,
we're not be truly happy.
Listen to what u know is right and stand on that,
because when u do,u will be happy.

Silent nite,haha

aft taking care of shawn for a short whl cant tahan ad feel so sleepy so went into d room to slep,but d whl house is so noisy coz of d sunny n shawn boy.both of thm make so MUCH noise,bei tahan!Woke up 3 to bath n have my lunch,sing song for shawn n play wif him.At 5pm go for youth work,today's message is taken frm Genesis chapter 3&4.Most likely toking bout Adam,Eve,D temptation and fal of Men,Cain n Abel.ntw it did tok bout y when women give birth we wil have to suffer pain.wah,is so unfair right!Ish....So aft youth i n sis went to find rebekah n chit chat a while til 7++ then go for dinner at OUB,eat alot of food ther,Sping lar order 10 satay so im fause to finis it act.Since today im in gd mood so wanted to go hm early to spent time wif mum.dad n all those staf.but whn i reach home found out that our area the have no electricity.Wah so happy act d atmosphere looks so dark n is so quiet.So both of us plan to play pool n we went down to ask mum&dad to join us.but sad thgs is mum ad slep so of course end up dad oso don wanna follow...So both of us come out again wanting to play pool but c wat hpn now.haha we end up here in Energy.Sigh ....duno since when we got d habit to go on9 here...HMmm muz ask sping only can.wakaka....

Ish tired~

slept bout 2am yest&got a cal frm dad as early as 4.20am to go down to help.So we quickly woke up frm our sleepy head,is really damn tired even now can c sum star running around.After finis work at bout 7++ went to eat breakfast at uncle's pang shop n then go opposite n bring d little cute nephew of mine-that of course is Shawn.He looks very happy when he woke up n saw us.Brought him home here & found out that act he know how to dance,shake his body,shake n shake.He grow alot,learn to tok alot,but i couldnt understand wat is he toking,haha jialat!dunno wat wil happen nex on oct after another little one coming out.Im sure it's gonna make me bcome older n headache man.haha!Tired cant think much gonna get a nap 1st...

Friday's Life

Slept for bout 20minutes,woke up bath n prepare myself for Math's tuition at 6.Aft tuition at 8,i went mp wif rebecca for d pc fair coz tis little girl asked whether can we go she wanted to buy another cd burner.She told me aft she bought it she can burn alot of tis again for me,Yea sounds really gd rite but duno whether real onot only lar.wakaka,but i think she wil do it for me lor coz we r d best buddy ever!wanted to go for movie today but got music prac at 9.30pm so wil have to sacrifice for God's sake.but i think i stil can watch it sum other day or wat.So get to find my fren in pc fair,start toking wif d two fellow ther.they asked us to fill in d form for them (guess sure got komisen)& i ask frm them a t-shirt.looks nice black in colour!But he doesnt wanna deal wif me of that,he say if i want d t-shirt i mus ans d question that he asked 1st.I act 2b angry at 1st,so he ask me d easier's question.:"wat's d opposite word of INTEL.so guess wat i got it rite n i & reb get t tshirt too.Haha we r getting so happy bout it.Chatting chatting n chatting,found out that they r really fun!So u know lar we begin to tok bout boy n girls n all those staf.C a got a name card frm him,he told us that he's stil single n ad 28.So of course i sure laugh n tease him alot aft that.haha too bad wat to do rite :P For d first eyes he looks so proud but aft toking found out that act he's really quite a nice guy.Not bad,steady n honest much more better than d edison in eyes to eyes wan.Everyday ask for banana muffin,dirty minded summore.haha!So aft that went 4music prac.I & sping wil hv to play main keyboard & d back up one on sunday coz gabriel's family wil have to go up on kl on sunday morning to c emmanuel.Hope he's fine over in UM.But whl practising Gabriel's so "garang" man.that's d way he teach me oways,serious n scarey at times!but he's really a gd teacher & player!He wan us to play d perfect one so wil have to prac alot.Wat to do nvr get to learn piano b4 jus like spin so it takes lot of prac i guess!Aft practising,i go out for my dinner,maggi goreng,sup kambing,n bla bla bla..damn greedy!blieve it onot,i can really eat alot!That's y put on weight ad compare to form 5.Ish~

Haha Funny

Today alarm didnt ring coz i slept damn early yest bout 10pm i guess.Hmm,wat bout yest?Aft sch i went mp to buy my new spec,& i dunno y suddenly feel like wanting a spec for ntg act.Cant juz imagine myself that i wear a spec while my both eye's power is only 75...Yea,i think it was fun but hope that i really wil wear it n use it for a purpose,if not hai waste my dad's money only.Aft choose d spec that i wan wif un thomas,so he try to help me to get a lower price 4it!At 5,pick up sis in sch n we go for facial.Wah,cant imagine that i hvnt been goin ther for already 4months coz kinda busy wif lots of thgs.But tis time i slept man during d treatment hahaha.But it's cool at leadt i get to res for whl day work.Aft facial we went back to mp to get my spec,ya nvr think i could get it so fast.quite excited over bout it!Reach home at 9pm++ dad get a little bit angry dunno y?so i quickly go into my room n slep.
Today
Lot of thgs come into my mind today,thgs were weird n funny.haha even until now i stil dunno whether izzit a gd news or bad sign>sigh!It's friday n im quite happy that im gonna finis my sch at 12.1st period is english clas,coz muet hv ad finis so we wil hv our free period.Every1 is getting so excited over it,so some went 2library to play games like monopoly,snakes n so on.But since im a gd girl i chose to stay in clas,haha~yea im man :) so whl tis fren of mine were toking to me,Mr Harry ask me tis:"ee ping,how many bf u have b4?=====I was like shy n shock of tat y izzit he ask me tis!Wahlau shy only man.Osh~I really kena bom frm him tis time.so guess wat i ans.Haha if u noe wat act i ans it's really fun n d other fren of mine begin to laugh,wakaka!During recess come another1,when im buying burger d canteen uncle told his workers to get me a big n special burger.Woah,see i get d special treat.Tis some called "old man" told me that he noe how to "menitik nasib".then we tease each other all d way.Act he's quite bad lor coz oways liek to tease me tis n that,bla bla bla!Aft fausing him to say some of d thgs that he knows bout me.here he told me he's only gonna tel me tis.He said:"d 2nd bf that u have juz forget bout him n dont think of it anymore,jus forget n put it aside n d 3rd one mayb d permanent one for u.So i ans back i dunno d one that i have b4 izzit counted my 2nd one or my 3rd one.haha so it keeps running out my mind,haiz who can ans me due to that?who?He answer:"tis one i dono think it urself?M i going to think bout it,really?
Act i ad choose not to think of tis thgs anymore,at d moment jus wanna b my ownself,b more involved in church music ministry n children ministry too.Yea man it can b done but of course not by my own,it can only b done if He is by myside.For his tok is higher than mine.N remember His word said:"All thgs wil work out good to those who love me" yea i have ad choose,learning to surrender everythg unto him.
Luke 1:37 said :"For with God nothing will b impossible". Sumtimes is really hard n tiring if in all the things we do we use our own ability,knowledge n own strength.
While reading one of d blog of a fren of mine,I jus wanna leave a message here specially for him.Tis is one of d devotion that i wrote to God n i jus wan u to know that God knows.N i jus want to u know that he knows all thgs that's happening.Thgs maynot b fine for u in those year,he know,he cares,n he understand!Mayb alot of thgs had happen to u recently that i might not know.But i jus want u to know that watever thgs that has heppened DONT GIVE UP!I might b far frm u,but jus hope that at d moment when u really need a fren to tel,to share, i m willing to listen!
Past devotion
~Romans1.10~"Making request,if by any means now at length i might have a prosperous journey by the will of God to come unto you"
I like tis word bcoz i know that at this period of times,whn thgs doesnt hpns to b gd,God is telling me 2follow & obey him.At times thgs around r really hurt,whereby no one could act really understand.Whn problems come,I've no one to turn to.4over d years,many thgs act had hpn.I dont know y izit like tis,no1 cld act really tel me.But whnever I'm hurt,sad or down ther's oways sum1 tat i can turn to,tat is Lord!For God u understand me,i blieve that u put me here 4a purpose n tq Lord tat u healed my heart,4holding me strong each time i fal.I blieve as i put my trust upon u,tat Lord u wil guide me through & u wil prepare ur way 4me by ur wil.I know tat I'm not perfect,but i hope tat Lord u wil change me 2b mor like u each day.Thank you Lord for strengthen me!Thank you...
***N at tis moment i would jus like to leave a msg for u here of Psalms 40***

Gift Frm Dad~cOol

today was terrible,slept late yest bout 1am n suppose to go to sch today but cant blieve it that dad called at 4.30am to ask for help.So i need to get up frm my dream n went down to help him til bout 7,it was really tired,backache n so on...Whn reach home is ad half dead.but thank God today got no acc so i choose not to go sch :p.I know im lazy n i wil jus admit it,haha!n i plan to study or go library after i take a short break..nvr know i could b so tired n i slept til 2,woke up,have my breakfast,n went to bath.while in d toilet my house phone ring,guess who?Ya is he Uncle Thomas,haiz s wat i guess d samethg happen to my dad too-workers nvr turn out.So i get myself ready again to go n help him.n the worst thg is at d time my hair was stil wet :( work n work til 6++ went home n bath again coz mum say my hair stil smel like chic,haha.so quickly went to bath again coz got tuition later...bath bath,rest awhile feel tired n watch tv.Guess wat,gd news hpn.while watching tv together wif Dad he asked whether i wan a spec,Woh sounds great man i have been asking mum to get me one but she say i wil only wear it for a period of time n then wil jus leave it jus like fashion.haha cant blame her coz im not use to wearing spec n i think mayb she wil get me right.But wat to do i need it for my clas,always cant c wat is on d board,so only can stare at d teacher only.But dad was good tis time,duno wat happen!So he promise me that he wil pay for my spec,haha at last i get it!We went mp to c the spec that i wan,n take a eye test again,probably need to go ther again tmr to confirm which design to choose!Haiz...

Wat a day

woh,today was bad n is really tiring.Coz yest slept at 3am n wil have to wake up at 6am to prepare for sch n breakfast.remembering that i had a dream yest nite but jus kinda cant really remember wat act is all about.So after assembly and all staf went back n wil have to attend accounts clas.Act is not that bad jus tat u know d teacher like to aim me n tel me staf like:'hey ee ping,u r not stupid so make sure u study really hard n put double effort.Wah,is damn shy lucky my clas have only 7 students in d accounts clas.But watever it is i know she do it for my good n i like her alot.getting a bad news today guess wat.haiz all parents wil have to come sch n take our report card,Sigh how m i goin to let mum know bout it.Bet she's goin to kill me if u know bout it.haha so matter how mus get it away frm her.Btw,didnt get to slep in d afternoon today.Wat hpn ar?Yala coz of sue ping need to fetch her up n down,frm sch n to sch.later went mp wif her n when d time reach home is already 7.mum ask to go grandma house but feeling abit lazy today so i wil have to stay alone at home.no food to eat so went on9.so while chatting saw d sum1 on9.kena bom teruk frm him again tis time.He halau...so sad rite.haiz wat to do nvr get to understand.after all d dissapointment get my mood to on9 away so i went out supper wif one of my fren that have been chatting today.He's really funny but cute at times!D unbelievable thgs is that act ther r quite numbers of christian outside nowadays...so after tis wil either have to go n do homework or wil have to rest n slep coz today is really a tired day for me!