G@D Help Us

Is 6:30pm now,n wat shld i describe my feelings now i really duno.In tis few days many thgs begin 2hpn n it was like i stil can handle it.But now the major problem tat i feel for... is d ever major 1 i hv.even though it dudnt hpn 2me but i feel for thm.i dunno wat more can i  do for thm,is like i really hope i can help.Y mus it hpns sadden n y mus it hpns due to d same time.Y?

          Friday n Saturday i was really kinda busy helping Rebecca to do some of d preparation for her party for birthday n fairwel.....I n jas work so hard out of it to make thgs looks perfectly...S if u know y,it's so we r really close fren ~best ever friend~.eventhough is really tiring but sumhow we enjoy of making such fun by our ownself.so thought everythg shld b fine.who knows thgs begin to turn out badly.S those who knows i didnt get car to drive to sch on las thursday,n friday bcoz of sum stupid reason so jas wanted to help us n she offered to drive us to buy all those food for d bbq thgs.At 1st thgs was stil ok aft we bought our chicken at giant wanted heading to tesco to buy all d other one.Who knows that Jas got beng twice in 5 mimutes times.can u jus think of it.A joy suddenly turn to b so badly....She got a shock n tears jus drop out frm her eyes.Accidents that hpn twice in 5 minutes time n three times in a month.I hv nvr seen tis side of her b4,she used to b so strong thn ever,as strong as me.But thgs jus hpn to b like tis.N we sent to repair everythg that thgs work out fine and i stil consider tis as d minor one.but now i really dunno how?I dun wan her to go through wat i been thru before,I dun wan her to lost wat's belongs to her.y mus all d problems happens continually in 3 weeks time.I mean it nvr stop...

     actually we really quite enjoy our time staying in century eventhough had a accident before it but we really enjoy drinking,playing cards,chatting n so on.Even sumhow i think for my opinion we did enjoyed our bbq even.I mean u work out so hard for it,probably it may not b everyone.S andrew said he thinks tat ntg special bout it...hmm but who cares,it doesnt see frm d outside part but i think i did put lot of effort in it n if u c me tat day i really enjoy it did i think i burn up my face n skin.looks black now!n i hope reb's satisfy for wat i ad can do for her n see her frens around to celebrate d las party we have for her,hope ot wil b a everlasting memory when she fly to UK.Grateful to those who came frm far specially for it....

        Lastly hope tat God can really strengten us.Andy,Jasminder,Phoebe,Rebecca,and Jacqueline.

*Congratulations to Jacqueline n Demmin*May God Quide You n Bles You!!!

 

Accounts, O no

Accounts really sucks man...Thought aft i revise bck of d chapter which act im quite convince in doin,tok i can do wel tis time.i mean sumhow but aft d test it really struggle up my mind.Shit,i might dissapoint my accounts teacher tis time...Aft finishing d test,came out frm d library,head start to think alot.duno if izzit tat business girls oways look so much relaxing compare to accounts do...if u realise evryday d teacher hardly skip d clas.waoh,feel jealous of thm...watever days r goin to get busier nowadays wif d thgs tat is coming along.

Up n down,left n right

today was not tat gd at 1st coz of sum funny human being behaviour,make me feel so fade up wif thm...sigh!now i understand y izzit lots of ppl start making noise of it.For thgs oways happen for a reason.but later in tuition thgs goes fine n better 2.normal for a girl like to chit chat alot...n im one of those who like to chit chat together wif jas,ai yin,su pheen,wei ling,lee wen,sharon n bla bla...jas begin to remind me tat we wil b hvin accounts test tmr n it was like kinda got a shock coz as im getting older,memory get weaker so was not able to rber thgs tat well...Shit man,how now?tmr man,wanted to revise over it but head isnt functioning wel,running up n down,left n right.God,help me~Again went kota to have dinner later on,eat fries rice so now my stomach is kinda full n big...looks like pregnant hahaha...

Jesus Knows

IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT,
I KNEW EVERYTHING WAS GONNA BE ALRIGHT,
THE LORD SAID HE'D TAKE CARE AND I KNOW MY TRUST IS THERE.
JESUS CAME TO SAVE AND MAKE IT ALL O.K.
THOUGH THE TRIALS MAY COME AND GO,THE SAVIOUR ALWAYS KNOWS
THAT THROUGH THESE TIMES HE'S GONNA MAKE YOU GROW--
AND THIS ISWHY YOU'VE GOT TO GIVE HIM CONTROL!!!!
PRAISE THE LORD TODAY: MORNING ,NOON & NIGHT,
PRAISE THE LORD EACH DAY &GIVE HIM ALL YOUR FIGHTS.
FOREVER HE SHALL REIGN, NOW &EVERMORE.
THE LORD IS ON HIGH, HE HEARS EACH &EVERY CRY.
LET HIM HELP YOU PLEASE,HE CAN MEET ALL YOUR NEEDS!
MY GOD , MY GOD! I CRY, PLEASE TAKE CONTROL OF MY LIFE.
YOU ARE THE WAY, THE TRUTH &THE LIGHT!
COME, JESUS, COME! COME INTO MY LIFE!
AMEN!

Edmund ~ I cal Him Loser,Wakaka...

Fetch Reb & Jac v me to tuition today coz tuition teacher-John wil b teaching pass year so all of us sit at d outside room n chit chat ther,planning for sum stuf,hope to get it well done.At 8,3 of us begin to leave tuiton n planning to bring reb to play pool.So i,jas,reb n andy for of us start to play pool here in senyum.D game was fun tis time i get to partner wif jas n we get to won andy.muahaha...later whl more Edmund came n he start teasing me alot til i LOSE.wat?LOSE?
later we start moving to Kota's mamak.stil ate alot eventhou i ad dinner at hm,haiz no wonder i put on weight alot,Hmm i think so...well,wateva lar anywher we have a gd time ther,relaxing...
Came home aft tat n start watching Tv.

12 hours of ReSt

since waited for those anuty n uncle for dude long~I n my sis cant stand anymore we went hm n she felt asleep straight aft tat haha.Aft we reach 4bout 30 minutes later they get hm n d saddest thg is tat they hv PIZZA HUT without us.Wah,Is really sad...My favorite but i cldnt get to eat.So aft chatting wif thm,sending thm to leav,i too wanted to rest coz for 2days jus gotta get only 2hours rest,O my God!is really tiring...I went to sis room n straight fal asleep there til now 6.30am .can u juz imagine i looks more like pig thn a human being now.Muahaha...

Uncle all was not able to wake up at last...Mum n dad wont b joining me to church too coz they wil hv to accompany my uncle.So is ad 9am wil hv leave n sent sping to gateway.Aft tat went to LRC,knowing Gabriel wont b coming so early coz havin exam,feeling scare coz Rachel n Silas n d song leader is my bro kor kor Matt.Im not tat gd in playing wel like emma or gabriel yet.N seriously i think i didnt do well.I failed to play perfectly,terpress d wrong chord n so on...
Wat's happening man?
 
Saw tat twins sister ( Joanna & Eunice )..During communion time when im sitting in d first row they ran to me n called Ee ping jie jie.Waoh, now it makes them looks cuter,plus d rainbow stocking on their leg.Went upstairs v both of them in children ministry so wil have to sing n dance like how a kids used to b.I oways have d ambition or d thinking mayb i should really take nursery course.Ther's where i c myself comfortable in.Wil jus gotta wait n c how it goes later in d future!Bout 11.30 sis asked to fetch her in Gateway so i went wif Hosanna went up to find sis...But d GY meeting hv not finis yet..so gotta wait a little more whl.
 
Have chicken rice ball aft tat...Mum,uncle n +++ all wanna go n c grandma!s for me i need to fetch Hosanna to Mp to meet up her parents while waiting for dad,mum,uncle n grandma to have Pizza Hut here.Waited for bout 3 hours,cant stand anymore is damn tiring.So here im now at hm,wanted to slep but the weather is so hot!sigh wat can i do....headache now,get to c twinkle star moving in my head haha~
 
 

Galathian 2:20

woah great~seems like aft muet result was out,i feel a little more peaceful in my heart!And now i used to hv d habit to wake up 8 in d morning ( of course i mean whn not schooling like sat & sun )...,watch tv most of d time,dun slep s much s las time.haha...
 
Sat—
As usual woke up 8,do some laundry,hv my breakfast,watch tv til 11am.Later called up sis asked to bring ( man ted ted-shawn boy.d name I gave him recently coz instead of calling d fan as fan, he oways like to say “man ted ted” wondering wat does it really mean act ) hmm….went to church at 5pm for student’s work n music prac at 7.A bit nervous coz I wil b playing alone on Sunday,sis wont b joining LRC on tis Sunday as she wil b goin Gateway youth church…Heard sumthg like Allan wil b song leading. Tats y…ok whatever ntg to do wif me. Aft 8pm wen out dinner to celebrate Michael’ belated birthday v a bunch group of fren to a café  named sit tea! It’s my first time here n I love tis place a lot coz it makes me feel like home. S normal hv my black pepper chic chop n my drinks named~FIRST KISS~ wahaha it makes me feel tat way too. Later on went to play pool n I hv been loosing for 10 rounds I think….Sigh wat a shame,duno wat hpn lerzz***
 
Reach home bout 12.45++ everyone’s sleeping…n im kinda tired too that’s y nvr get to join thm to Frenz Café.Saw my uncle n aunty later on frm Singapore.They wil b staying my house today.He told us tat he’s gonna bring us for breakfast tmr at 8.30 to chicken rice ball.Ya their favorite normally ( n it’s d same to my relative frm sing ) Now im d only one awake n they r stil sleeping.Sigh~
 
Galathians 2:20
~I have been crucified with Christ ; it’s no longer I who live , but Christ lives in me, and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God , who loved me and gave Himself for me~

~I did it.I feel d Joy in My HeaRt

Keep Pressing on?Wat does it really mean actually?Is easy to say tat to others ppl but if we really put ourself in tat shoes we wil realise tat actually it NEEDS alot of brave,faith,encouragement n strength.
 
Yesterday i got a blessing frm d LORD n im really getting all over excited bout it!suppose yest we d 6am clas r having PA test early in d morning n i dun even know bout it,sigh!So took out my paper n everythg start doin d question...so we do n we do.Suddenly our MT6 teacher Pn-Jason came to our clas n brought those paper n pas to Ai Yin.D whole clas stop writing n wondering wat's paper actually...
 
Hearing voices begin to shout :"WAH,i scare ler...yo is MUET.the paper is d result 4our Muet test.So my heart were jumping damn fast jus like others...hands was cold n kinda worry alot for wat's d result 's goin to b.I stil rber during the day of d test, i got a phone call early in d morning frm dad ask to go down n help.So after helping i was damn tired n body feeling aching.Haiz... I m old ad...probably lake of  exercise.wahaha...
 
My best fren Jas went out to c d result,but she couldnt c mine.so i thought i did badly for it.Getting more worry for it,haiz wat to do now?wat can i do?I tel God watever d result wil b i give thanks to you!At last got d paper in front of my table.I say:"O my god,Darling i got band 4...Band 4 man band 4.wahaha d clas all is so happy bout it.Jus cant blieve it,wat a wonders that had happen!!!
 
It's not me coz i rber i didnt do my extended writing n c now wat i got,is d Blessing Of God!Im really grateful to d Lord our God for wat he hv given me.I noe as i put my trust in Him,obey him n to do His will.He wil never forsake me,but he wil continue to lead me n guide me through d days of my life.You deserve it Lord,u deserve for all...      
      
Im really happy so i came home n tel mum bout it,i guess she's happy bout it.At least i make her proud...At nite before she slep she gave me a kis on my cheeks n said:" u did really wel,ee ping"...A love frm a mum so strongly shown!I rber sum1 tel me tis b4:" make sure at least u get band 3...I think today i get to prove to "sum 1" tat i did it...I think I didnt dissapoint those who have wan me to do wel for tis,n to those i promise them to do wel in it...

FaVorite SonGs of MiNe-foR u

He Will Come And Save

Verse1
Say to those who are fearful hearted, “Do not be afraid”
The Lord your God, is strong with His mighty arms
When you call on His name, He will come and save

Chorus:
He will come and save you
He will come and save you
Say to the weary one, “your God will surely come”
He will come and save you

He will come and save you
He will come and save you
Lift up your eyes to Him, You will arise again
He will come and save you

Verse2
Say to those who are broken hearted, “Do not lose your faith”
The Lord your God, is strong with His loving arms
When you call on His name, He will come and save

Bridge:
He is our refuge in the day of trouble
He is our shelter in the time of storm
He is our tower in the day of sorrow
Our fortress in the time of war

I feeL...

I Will Plead The Cause

I will plead the cause of the needy
I will give my time for the hungry
I will pray for righteousness
To spring forth like the rain

I will not forsake you, my Father
I’ll set my gaze upon no other
Holiness will be my goal
As I sit before your throne

Holy, holy, holy are you Lord
Holy, holy, holy are you Lord
Holy, holy, holy are you Lord
Of Host
You’re the Lord of host

I will trust in you, my redeemer
I’ll not fear or be anxious for tomorrow
I will be as the tree
Planted deep by your waters

Fill me with your zeal and your fire
As I seek the path that is higher
May your glory abound
Through me even now