It's as early as 7.30am n duno y my heart is in pain now,i mean not tat type tat need medication but jus wondering wher my hearts goes!I mean is so damn unstablelise,weaked inside,hearts bcome colder n colder.Ther r thgs that until now i stil dun understand y,y?Can u jus think of it whn d time aft u tried so hard to do sumthg,2make such a decision,2make thgs 2b mor perfect,2help,2care,2understand,2share,2take d consequences of it,2forget,and to let go of it but all thgs jus doesnt work out perfectly or even doesnt work out at all.I rber on wed' nite i told my fren this :" in life,aft we do so many thgs,2give watever we can,we dont xpect it in return,and most of all we dont expect everybody to know tat."They wont know,not every1 can c d sacrificiant tat we make but we keep it,keep everythg inside us,God saw,God hear,God understand.He know ....

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Yest was say is a honeymoon day for me,since coming bck frm sch i talk,play wif all those new hp,slep 4awhl,eat,n til at nite went out to celebrate andrew's birthday as i promise him to celebrate for him on thursday but he didnt turn out.so we make it yest together with Jasminder,Rebecca,Rebekah,Sis,Andrew & me.Meet Jas in tuition and as her to lead d way to BIRD'S to have our dinner ther.Later on went for church music practise at 9.30pm,finished up at 11pm.went Amote to eat ice with Rebecca,Andrew,Sue Ping n myself.Reached hm is tired but cldnt sleep well,heart feel unpeace and unrest.As i gotta wake up as early as 7am today,at 9.30am all d youth goin up Tebong help to set up all thgs for 21 August,our Garage Sales.