Do I HaVe To Be BlAmED
Y im the one to be blamed for all tis matter?
When i've try so hard in doin wat i can do for them?
No body can ever understand all that im goin through,
I feel so tired of carrying all those responsibilities wif me.
I give up,my love for them hv fade away.
I couldnt hold up strong like tis anymore.
I hv did wat i could but thgs jus dun turn out the way i wan it to be.
Dun ask me,not i wan but i'll jus have to give up.
Ther's so much thg tat u wil nvr know or who others wil know.
Frm all the conversation that would be heard or said,
Looks like im in the fault for all those tat hpned
Im not asking anyone to understan bcoz i know who did understan.
For all the thgs that i do i get scolded
For fetchin thm all the time im the one that get blame by my family
Ther's so much thg that i gotta go through by my own
Im jus hopin the little thgs that i can do could help them to be more closer to Father but who knows it cause thgs to hpn the other way round
My family is so different frm urs gabriel n u wil nvr feel wat im feeling all tis while to be the unloved one
If i was here to cause so much trouble to occur i wont keeping so much secret frm so many ppl inside..
Mayb it's really my fault
Tat's y when the time aunty pat ask me to take care of thm,
To brin thm to church in each meeting that we got,to carry sum oth responsibilities.
I try my very best to do wateva i can.
Think of it is jus like when u take care of sumbody since they were so young,
To teach n breath thm,to grow,and to learn...
U guide n take the best care n suddenly they wouldnt wan to follow God anymore...
They turn the other way n influenced by frens n worldly thgs n all u can do is jus too late for them...
My heart brokes...
I cant,i cant go on with the lifes im in now.
I dono n im not much longer to hold strong in all tis.
Im a human n i get so tired too
Not complaini but i'll jus hv to cry out all those hurt that's inside of me.
Y do we get blame or instead they ask themselves
Thats y i no longer wan to stay.
Problems that come no longer make me stay
That's wat i can say
When i've try so hard in doin wat i can do for them?
No body can ever understand all that im goin through,
I feel so tired of carrying all those responsibilities wif me.
I give up,my love for them hv fade away.
I couldnt hold up strong like tis anymore.
I hv did wat i could but thgs jus dun turn out the way i wan it to be.
Dun ask me,not i wan but i'll jus have to give up.
Ther's so much thg tat u wil nvr know or who others wil know.
Frm all the conversation that would be heard or said,
Looks like im in the fault for all those tat hpned
Im not asking anyone to understan bcoz i know who did understan.
For all the thgs that i do i get scolded
For fetchin thm all the time im the one that get blame by my family
Ther's so much thg that i gotta go through by my own
Im jus hopin the little thgs that i can do could help them to be more closer to Father but who knows it cause thgs to hpn the other way round
My family is so different frm urs gabriel n u wil nvr feel wat im feeling all tis while to be the unloved one
If i was here to cause so much trouble to occur i wont keeping so much secret frm so many ppl inside..
Mayb it's really my fault
Tat's y when the time aunty pat ask me to take care of thm,
To brin thm to church in each meeting that we got,to carry sum oth responsibilities.
I try my very best to do wateva i can.
Think of it is jus like when u take care of sumbody since they were so young,
To teach n breath thm,to grow,and to learn...
U guide n take the best care n suddenly they wouldnt wan to follow God anymore...
They turn the other way n influenced by frens n worldly thgs n all u can do is jus too late for them...
My heart brokes...
I cant,i cant go on with the lifes im in now.
I dono n im not much longer to hold strong in all tis.
Im a human n i get so tired too
Not complaini but i'll jus hv to cry out all those hurt that's inside of me.
Y do we get blame or instead they ask themselves
Thats y i no longer wan to stay.
Problems that come no longer make me stay
That's wat i can say
posted by PhoEbe at 12/23/2004 12:07:00 AM
1 Comments:
i know im the last person you want to get a comment from but hear me out okay? for all you know, not everything may seem bad though it hurts deep inside you. much like a broken branch, it will heal and grow stronger. open your heart and hear Him speak and i promise you, you will never be lost. i've heard far too many stories from everyone. everyone has a different view on how everything should've happened. but it didnt. so what? no big deal right? we did what we felt was right but in truth, all of us are wrong. why? because though we say we did, but we didnt seek God for His wisdom in the matter. gossips are carried by the wind from the mouth, but truth and understanding are carried from the heart.
especially love. no one is unloved. look at carroanne. she suffers more than any of us but her smile is a true and not fake. she's unloved by her family but she's loved by God and His family. the same to you Ee Ping. ur not unloved. open your heart to receive other people's love. dont close the door when Jesus in front there, waiting to give you a hug and tell you, "its okay my child".
but beware, do not judge from what you see and hear for God will judge those who judge. see and understand but never judge. for the words from your mouth are like confessions and judgement. seek out the truth and know that things are different from how you first saw it.
i pray that you will read this message and truely understand what the spirit prompt me to tell you. God loves you soooo much that i get jealous sometimes ;) but still, becareful of ur own heart. sure we're not perfect but hey, no one is right? repent and let God shower you with His love. God bless Ee Ping.
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