InDePenDeNt Day

Well,Merdeka to all of us.Is 1.36am now n i hv ad reach hm,my sis stuck haha dono wher she went to...Brought her out jus now n drop her at kkr so straight so i went off bcoz have sunthg else to do...Sigh...bet im stil a gd gal compare to anyone else haha.

Well for tis couple of days,really have a great time with mum.Doin sumthg that we are so call lost of doin that since quite a long time.Yest had our Sunday worship and emmanuel and gabriel wasnt here so me n my sis gotta take over the keyboardist.Waoh i mean during the music prac is totally terrible.Well,i have nvr got the chance to learn piano since i was born,i mean for wan ping n sue ping both of them have been to piano clas b4 but not for me.So everythg wil have to catch up by myself...N so im stil learning n wil hv to prac lot for tis.but thank God during Sunday the service are stil pretty gd.Haha...

Early in the morning woke up n wish mum "Blessed Birthday" and mum was wholely happy bout it as so if u see the smile on her face.So she greet back thank you gd daughter haha make me kembang even.... :p So asked elder sis to get a fruit cake for mum as we all celebrate it in the church 1st,being prayed frm our pastor,for special blessing to flow...happily we went hm to rest while waiting til nite to have pizza in mp.Andrew ordered Set 3 with cheese on top of it.So snap some pic for me to keep it as a memory in d days to come...On the way home pas to mum the card that i have make for her plus with my both sis signature on it.A special card with a special care n love frm us to Mum....

And so went home aft that straight fal asleep like a pig n been wake up by sms.So wil have to fause myself to wake up again....doin other stuf on!Went to sch today n only 5 girls in my clas went,and so im one of d hardworking wan.Haha....like real only.**BlesSed BirthDay Chan Cheng**....So went hm rest awhile,n prepare myself for the plan that have ad planded earlier,so sent sis to mp while waiting for everyone to reach in place...So b4 11pm take a move n we straight meet up and went out together again...And now i ad got back to wat i used to be,the way of living that i lost for a couple of months.I got it back now plus with blessing.And noe wat?

And in this few months it really makes me realise alot of thgs which now i know...and wat i need to know...Life have to carry on no matter wat had hpned...And no all can seal their promise, and 2 ntg can turn back the past...ntg else will change....We & I choose to take a better path that will lead us into a better future than now...God BLez

We ThE BuDDieS

GlaDest ThG i GeT iN LiFe

What r d thgs that can really make someone happy?
What r d thgs that can make someone feeling this way?
What r thgs that could make the problems dissapear just like that?
What r d thgs that can change sadness to joy?
Lonely to lovely,miserable to mission.
Making everythgs in tis world smaller!
What r d thgs tat can bring forth changes in life?
Feeling of gladness,filling with Fruit of d spirit!
Anyone who can feel this way?
Standing back firmer & stronger!
The feeling that the world is turning faster than ever.
And that's wat im feeling now*

WAU,noe wat.im really damn damn damn happy today.It have been so long that i didnt get to feel tis way.The feeling that i lost for a couple of months ad.Today im really glad n happy,is jus very hard for me to tel ya ppl how happy m i.Ok glad to c ya today,feeling so privilege tis time.Really thank God for everythg that i gain today.And i jus cant wait for the gladest thgs to happen in the days to come.Thanks alot for tis wonderful day.And now is ad 1.51am and u can jus see that im stil awake,cant get into slep,and cant wait jus to write it in d blog...yea thats who i am nowadays!

Besides,jus wanna wish u a very big *Blessed Birthday* to mummy.
May God be with u,to lead and guide u throught the days of Life.
Luv u mum...

Love,
*Phoebe*

So Many Reasons To Say Goodbye

There are so many reasons to say goodbye,
when you're caught between reason and rhyme.
When there's no point in fighting and nothing to try
and you feel like you're wasting your time.

When there's so many reasons to walk away,
What's the point in just standing still?
When you've already said all you've wanted to say,
and put up with all that you will.

There are so many reasons for letting go,
when you've lost all your strength to hold on.
When your heart's feeling heavy and head's hanging low
And your moments of pain seem so long.

There are so many reasons to say goodbye,
'Cause your heart can’t withstand much more pain.
When you're aching and breaking and wondering why,
there's no reason for you to remain.

Who Im v No Regrets

Now im here renew&refresh
Sumhow who is different frm whom im used to b,
stronger wif help to b more firm...
No regrets for now,
no doubt for d decision i hv made or who im today,
forget watever i need to forget,
letting all d disspointment away n nvr take it back,
learning more & more about wat LifE is all about,
striving for the future,
running to d plans tat is in my hand.
I need to b extremely StRoNg in d Lord,
I wont show d weaked side of me anymore
bcoz i noe & i noe...
I wan 2b who im now &
I wan u to know that im living better than before,
Eventhough it's without u by myside!
And now im doin my very best,
bcoz i know that i hv did wat i gotta do &
watever i need to b done i hv done.
So jus pls dun ever think tat u cld help,
dun ever think u gives alot,
dun ever think tat ur in d midst of d junction,
choosing wat u would not like to choose,
b who u may not like to b.
Or maybe sumday,sumwhere u wil noe...

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When Mum Is Around

woah im here,skip frm clas 2day again ( it hv ad been 2days long,reason being got no clas n of course LAZY ) muahaha.Alright jus check up my mail n found out tat Anna-Grace too hv blogspot.Sigh nvr noe tat ...so click on d add n wanting 2finis it n te l her "Anna ,i jus finishin reading ur blog but too bad mum who is bad hv been complainin n making noise around.so FAN" anyway wil catch up finis whn she wasnt around sumday!

Mum n dad was back on yest n it was like ok at 1st but later mum' get back to wat she;s used to it.Haiz,i mean i jus need some freedom...Yea Freedom.

Woke up 7am today to sent sis 2sch.so as usual remembered our plan that we best buddy had tat is to eat "Dim Sum" at Bachang,near to Gateway Christian Fellowship.So it was raining really heavily.Aft Jac pick me up so we went to pick Jas up n head straight to Dim Sum.The wind was damn heavy until it almost blow me n Jas away,haha looks im stil ok not tat fat yet rite.So jeans was wet,n shoes too!Went ther n ate my favorite dim sum ther,spending time together chatting,sharing n laughing til bout 10.30am.I suggested to pick Shawn up frm my nanny' house frm Cheng.It was really far n regret frm picking Shawn coz hes really too active for me.I mean eventhough i really love children but jus not prepare to get children tat soon.I mean think hard so that u wont hv regret later...We went to library later,so instead of goin ther to study we have to bring him to d children's room.My clas mates frm upstairs came down to c him,n they jus like him alot.No doubt he's really cute.smart,n handsome,but at d same time he's too active.Wal lao jus cant get to rest wel with him around now at my house.Haha...

DrAw Me CLoSe

DrAw Me ClOsE To YoU
NeVeR LeT Me Go
I LaY It All DoWn AgAiN
To HeAr YoU SaY ThAt I'm YoUr FrIeNd
HeLp Me FiNd ThE Way
BrInG Me BaCk To YoU

YoU'Re All I WaNt
YoU'Re All I EvEr NeEdEd
YoU'Re All I WaNt
HeLp Me KnOw YoU ArE NeAr

YoU ArE My DeSiRe
No OnE ElSe WiLL Do
'CaUsE NoThInG ElSe CoULD TaKe YoUr PlaCe
To FeEl ThE WaRmTh Of YoUr EmBrAnCe
HeLp Me FiNd ThE WaY
BrInG Me BaCk To YoU

YoU'Re All I WaNt
YoU'Re All I EvEr NeEdEd
YoU'Re All I WaNt
HeLp Me KnOw YoU ArE NeAr

PaSsIoN LiMit

wat a day,sick!Oh God,and is so bored,so bored to stay at hm n suffering for such a pain.No mood,no appetite,but hungry.wah how??so aft woke up at 9.30am went to bath,prepare sum stuf [ song book ] for tis sunday worship as we r goin to hv our Garage Sales on tis sat,so many of our kl members is coming down here to give their support.So wat more can i do then to goin on9.so ran up and on9. On 9?guess wat i saw.wal lao now i damn damn hot with andrew ,he's jus so unreasonable at times.lost concious n i guess he really did climb top of my heart.And i tel u now Andrew that sumhow u gotta show respect to me in order for me to respect u too nex time.eventhough u r sis bf but i jus DON'T CARE ! I mean anythgs that gonna do wif me u hv gotta ask me 1st.N yest i ad did told u not to publish it but u jus so disspointment me.And now i told u to edit it,if not im really gonna get angry over u.I hv ad forgiven u once as a normal human,our passion has limit so dont ever go over my limit k.And all is my private stuf,sumhow it's jus got ntg to do v u.During ur birthday is ad once,no one wil tok tat at d period of time whn u post u comment,and oso b4 he get to delete it ,nobody wil think tat sum1 get to c it.But it bcame such a conincidence or in other word ( fate ) for me to see it.No one noes mayb im jus d only one tat seen it n mayb it's not.But i think no one hv d right to say it or written it out coz it's all my personal matters and it's btw me n d opposite person.That's all , and since i didnt say or complain anythg bout it.So y mus u??

GhoSt FeStiVaL

Today's sch was fine,not tat busy n not tat tiring.If u were in d clas u noe those jokers around esp for Ai yin n Lee wen.haha.early in d morning lee wen begin to sing all kinds of old n funny song like "Wo Den Zhe Ni Huay Lai" wahlao esp in tis ghost month festival n she start to sing all tis song,so keli sial.So d whl clas keep asking her to shut up but she didnt stop at all n sing continuous.haha!mana pula Ai yin sings ABC....n bla bla.

N so we have our monitor named Su Pheen tat looks damn innocent n for those who know,she's sumhow tat scare of listening to ghost story n seeing sum X stuf { for those tat noe our oj trend } and she wil jus started to shout "ia"...haha she really funny.So Wei Ling begin to say tonite 12am they r goin to her house to make those geli sound 2treaten her haha so she replied:" if u dare jus climb in lol [ mean her dog is ther so we wont b able to b in,but where by her dog is blind cant c (according to wat she told me earlier) ] yeah so i remind her n everyone :"hey nvr mind wat we sure can b in coz her dog is blind so cant c us oso".haha so she n d whole clas start laughing.yea , i think she's really innocent stil,n wherby more discpline compare to d whole clas.

Where's my parents!!!

Woke up 8am in d morning n stil feel sleepy...It's my favorite day and i love tis day.Every Sunday it wil bring changes and it bring lifes.Once again im strong,once again i feel d zeal n fire of God.Is 10 pm now and only left sis n me at hm.y?haha coz mum n dad went to singapore ad.at 6pm sent mum n dad to my aunty house in Malim coz they wil b following my uncle.It is a nice home,n i like their garden alot.can getto play golf ther,with fish n rabbit too.So went ther chit chat with my cousin,watch tv ,playing with each other hp n show sum magic stuf to thm.haha magic?Yups,i got to caller ringtone song's title "The Reason" and i downloaded it frm hotlink.and i love d song,it;s my favorite.U wil know y as u go thru d lyrics.Mum leav at 7pm but im stil ther to talk to grandma n aunty bout life n so on...Have a long talk frm grandma bout lifes,she's givin advise to all her grandaughters.Asking me not to go out that often,study,dun drive so fast n alot more,wil have to keep it in mind.if i not mistaken i nvr had tok with grandma like tis close for long....Sharing jokes bout mum n dad all together.Teaching cousin bout lifes n studies ( did so even im not tat gd :) } so take a move frm ther at 8.30++ and now both at hm doin wat we can do when mum & dad wasnt around.haha!so bad right!

I DuN WaNnA KnOw

Artist : Mario Winans feat. P.Diddy and Enya
Song : I Don't Wanna Know

Hold up, let me answer my phone
Some bitch callin me about some bullshit probably
I'ma call you right back
I'm doin this mixtape right here
Now back to what I was sayin

Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn't me
And I would never ask you

[Chorus]
I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the line
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

[VersE 2]
Oh baby
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe
I don't need to know the truth
Baby keep it to yourself

[Chorus]
I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the line
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

[Break]
Baby taught you better then me (taught you better then me)
Then why you fall asleep (why you fall asleep)
Shove 'em off and stay, what you used to do to me (do to me baby)
If your better off that way (better off that way)
Baby what I like to say (all that I can say)
Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me
(Stay away from me baby)

[Verse 3]
I don't wanna know where your whereabouts or how you movin
I know when you in the house or when you cruisin
It's been proven, my love you abusin
I can't understand, how a man got you choosin (yeah)
Undecided, I came and provided ma
My undivided, you came and denied it (why?)
Don't even try it, I know when you lyin (I know when you lyin)
Don't even do that, I know why you cryin (stop cryin)
I'm not applyin no pressure, just wanna let you know
That I don't wanna let you go (I don't wanna let you go)
And I don't wanna let you leave
Can't say I didn't let you breathe
Gave you extra cheese (c'mon), put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the West Indies (that's right)
Now it's time you invest in me
Cause if not then it's best you leave
Holla, yeah

[Chorus]
I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the line
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

If your playin me, keep it on the line
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

If your playin me, keep it on the line
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know

SatuRdaY

Jus got back frm Tebong,and d day over ther was hard to describe.if u see it u wil noe.by the way stomach is damn ful now...Early in the morning went to evelyn's house and we went to pick up Belinda near MMU together met Gabriel ther,so we had 2cars to drive up all d way.Half of d journey stop at d roadside to hv our breakfast n fellowship together,seeing d youth r getting together again tis time.im happy bout it.but one of d thg tat make me not that happy is their "Food" ya food.drinks is too sweet and their food taste bad.Hmm , not im d only to complain,ya i mean im quite choosy towards food but dun think im tat bad rite? Even everyone says tat so not goin to eat ther anymore..service was bad too.Ish...

Finis d Tebong stuf at 2pm ++ and went to my grandma house to c her coz at d same time mum was ther.Drop by for bout 10 minutes and we gotta take a move to go and eat -----ICE.wat again?so drive n drive n drive took us to Bukit Beruang near to MMU,BB ice' house.again i ate soursop ice,same like yest.Ther r plenty of food on d table..So all of us go back hm wif a bigger stomach...hehe,tok to go on diet but failed.haha.Lastly d saddest thg is purse block up.And i need more $$$.....wakkaka!

It's as early as 7.30am n duno y my heart is in pain now,i mean not tat type tat need medication but jus wondering wher my hearts goes!I mean is so damn unstablelise,weaked inside,hearts bcome colder n colder.Ther r thgs that until now i stil dun understand y,y?Can u jus think of it whn d time aft u tried so hard to do sumthg,2make such a decision,2make thgs 2b mor perfect,2help,2care,2understand,2share,2take d consequences of it,2forget,and to let go of it but all thgs jus doesnt work out perfectly or even doesnt work out at all.I rber on wed' nite i told my fren this :" in life,aft we do so many thgs,2give watever we can,we dont xpect it in return,and most of all we dont expect everybody to know tat."They wont know,not every1 can c d sacrificiant tat we make but we keep it,keep everythg inside us,God saw,God hear,God understand.He know ....

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Yest was say is a honeymoon day for me,since coming bck frm sch i talk,play wif all those new hp,slep 4awhl,eat,n til at nite went out to celebrate andrew's birthday as i promise him to celebrate for him on thursday but he didnt turn out.so we make it yest together with Jasminder,Rebecca,Rebekah,Sis,Andrew & me.Meet Jas in tuition and as her to lead d way to BIRD'S to have our dinner ther.Later on went for church music practise at 9.30pm,finished up at 11pm.went Amote to eat ice with Rebecca,Andrew,Sue Ping n myself.Reached hm is tired but cldnt sleep well,heart feel unpeace and unrest.As i gotta wake up as early as 7am today,at 9.30am all d youth goin up Tebong help to set up all thgs for 21 August,our Garage Sales.

Words are very important.
Words can heal and words can harm.
Words can hurt grievously and for a long time.
The tongue can bless and the tongue can curse.
It is very important for us to control our words and tame our tongue when we are angry.
Many times, when we are angry we say the most atrocious things.
We forget ourselves and become indifferent to what we say.
We blast the other person without mercy, although we may not mean those words.
But words once spoken cannot be taken back and it takes a long time to forgive and forget.
We have to exercise self-control.
But it is not an easy thing to control our tongue when we are provoked, boiled over with anger or have outburst of wrath.
It is much easier to control the words before the blow-up than during the explosion.
Uncontrollable words spoken in anger can have devastating effect.
Angry words, that are used unthinkingly, cause pain and feelings of rejection.
They give rise to insecurity.
The unmeant and foolish words contain full of deadly poison and can play havoc in the mind.
The unruly words get churned over for hours on end and create their worst mischief in a difficult relationship.
It can take a very long time to forgive what was said.
2 the over-heated pple.words kill.

GoD_ToLd_Me

When I asked him
How kind should I be
He looked into my eyes
And said to me
Kind enouh to care
Kind enough to give
Kind enough to share
And to forgive.
When I asked him
How brave should I be
He looked into my eyes
And said to me
Brave enough to seek the joy
Brave enough to fight the pain
Brave enough to fly in the sky
And to climb a mountain.
When I asked him
How good should I be
He looked into my eyes
And said to me
Good enough to help the poor
Good enough to touch every heart
Good enough to reach every soul
And to make a new start.

STPM's TiMetaBle

Wah,seeing STPM is coming nearer n nearer but im stil on d warm engine.Yesterday while of d students in d clas enjoying eating the keropok "Goreng Pisang"that i bought on tuesday wif dad in Pasar Mlm, so suddenly came our Form 6' teacher Pn Jesan Kaur.She came and ask our monitor Su Pheen to give out our STPM examination time-table..So all of us was like "O God,STPM...!

Besides excited ther r stil d feeling of how fast time pas jus like tat.I got one friend sitting infront of me always wil turn her back n remind me how many days more to go.The time was like getting nearer n nearer.So everyone jus took out their high lighter n high light the different subject thery were taking.So probably i think im the las one to do tat bcoz walking up n down to pas round d keropok and slowly took out d paper to c d subject tat i took wil fall on which day .The examination wil start on 2 NOV to 2 DEC.So for the subject i took the schedules will b like tis.

# STPM' TIMETABLE #
5 NOV FRIDAY 8.00-11.00 Perakaunan 1
8 NOV MONDAY 8.00-11.00 Mathematics S 1
22 NOV MONDAY 2.00-4:40 Pengajian Am 2 ( Esei )
23 NOV TUESDAY 8.00-11.00 Perakaunan 2
2.00- 5.00 Ekonomi 1 ( Mikroekonomi )
25 NOV THURSDAY 2.00- 5.00 Ekonomi 2 ( Makroekonomi )
29 NOV MONDAY 8.00-11.00 Mathematics S 2
1 DEC WEDS 8.00-10.00 Pengajian Am 1 ( Aneka Pilihan )

So wats goin next,we wil b taking 12.00 bus to KL & straight to Genting for 3days 2night staying ther :) tis is wat we wil b planning for.I wil repeat tis again like wat i did when I jus finish my SPM.I stil remember i had my last paper Akauns til 5pm,and straight i went back home,bath n change,took 7pm bus leave mlc...It's really cool,and i went for 1 week break i think...

Rebecca message me tis morning,it's as early as 5am.Jus cant imagine tis she didnt even take a nap or wat.33 more days ( 4 weeks ) more to go and she's gonna leav Malaysia to UK to further her study.WOrds jus cldnt tel how much im gonna mis her here.A friend i know for 11 years,it's long for me.We shared everythg together either it's good or bad,we shared it all over.Her house is jus near to my house and I stil remember even until today when im sad,i wil walk,drive or cycle to her house to tel her my problems,or instead she wil walk to my house to c how m i doin.Whenver she's sad,i wil jus try to comfort her as i can.She helps me alot,she oways ask me to b strong,there's ntg in tis earth that can stripe me down.And i took the word seriously deep down inside.

Jus dun worry Reb,u didnt wake me up tis morning,and i jus wanna tel ya tat i hear u,and i want u to b strong too over in UK.Physically I might not b urside,but oways remember that whenever u feel down,STAND UP again on ur own both feet,In everythg u do Dont Give Up.When ther's sumone to hurt u,head look up high,look infront,show to them that you're strong.For only we can support u in spiritually.Work hard and make sure u bring back ur graduation Degree in ur International Business course.

Tis is a important note for u * LEARN WAT IS GOOD, ESCAPE WAT IS BAD FOR YOU *
For we shall Walk in the LIGHT,the TRUTH and the LIFE.

We luvs you,Rebecca Lim ~

I dun wanna know

There are things tat i dun wan to hear anymore,dun speak to me n dont tel me.Im tired of all tis...Im really tired.I have hear too much,too much about u...All kinds of word,all kinds of news.Am i really tat bad,am i really tat perfectless.Keep any news away frm me,as i try to let go...let go of wat i should let go,it may not b easy but at least sumhow i try...I really dun wan to know anything bout u,so eventhough to those who know,jus keep it away frm me.If u wana tel my parents or my friend jus tell,but keep the news away frm my ears.Dun purposely tel it infront of me because ther's no need for me to know bout tis anymore.No longer....

6 AuGust 2004

At 1st it was like dun really feel like updating tis blog...
Too many thgs hpn in one time until it's really hard for me to go through all tis!
Sumtimes really feel like giving up,have been so long tat im able to b strong as i used to b.
now i really weaked inside,i duno how long i need to take to stand up again tis time,eventhough it really didnt hpns to me but i jus cant take it tat it hpns to my very best fren-Jasminder@Audrey.I knew i need to b strong in order to make her strong,in order to accompany her to go through all tis.I mus make sure myself r strong.God i cant stand by own strength anymore.I really duno wat more i can do to make thgs go all right.God,wat shld i do? For is written in the B.I.B.L.E...for my thoughts are higher than ur thoughs". God u said tat in ur words and i always keep tis in mind.Hearts have been crying long,til my mind oso cant get to think anything anymore.I dun wan to b like tis,and i dun like to see myself b like tis...God pls lead us,lead us through all d difficulties tat may come on our way...For only u could help tis time~

6 AuGusT 2004
On tis special day,I have my best fren named Rebecca's Birthday! I wanted to leave a very good memory for Rebecca between four of us*Jasminder,Phoebe,Rebecca,and Jacqueline*.I hope i wont dissapoint her tis time.And i pray to God tat u wil answer our pray,u know wat we have been praying for! pls O lord,pls...

After a While

After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn
that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child
and you learn
to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground
is too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down
in mid-flight.
After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone
to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure
you really are strong
you really do have worth
and you learn
and you learn
with every goodbye, you learn...

The Art of Letting Go

Why do we have to part while
the love is still there?
Why do we have to suffer?
Why do we have to cry when
somebody bids goodbye?
Why do beginnings have an end?
Why do we have to meet
only to lose in the end?

There are questions left unanswered,
words left unsaid, letters left unread,
poems left undone, songs left unsung,
love left unexpressed,
promises left unfulfilled.

In a relationship,
one of the hardest things to do
is saying goodbye and letting go.
It is as hard as breaking a crystal
because you'll never know when you
will be able to pick up the pieces again.
More often than not, they who go,
feel not the pain of parting:
it is they who stay behind that suffer,
because they are left
with memories of a love
that was meant to be,
a love that was.

At the beginning and at the end
of a relationship,
we are embarrassed to find ourselves alone.
Unfair as it may seem,
but that's the way love goes.
That's the drama, the bittersweet
and the risk of falling in love.
After all, nothing is constant but change.
Everything will eventually come to its end
without us knowing when,
without us knowing how,
without us even knowing why.
And we must forget not because we have to
but because we have to.

In letting go, sorrows come
not as a single spy but in batallion.
It seems that everywhere you go,
everything you do,
every song you hear,
every turn of your head,
every move of your body,
every beat of your heart,
every blink of your eye and every breath
you take always reminds you of him.
It's like a stab of a knife,
a torture in the night.
Funny how the whole world
becomes depopulated
when only one person is missing.
Just imagine,
there are billion people on earth
and yet it seems you feel lonely
and empty without the other.

I don't know if it's worth calling an art,
but letting go entails
special skills sparkled
with a considerable space and time.
Time heals all wounds but it takes
a little push on our part.
Acceptance plays a part.
Not all love stories end with
"...and they live happily ever after."

Sometimes we have to part because of
circumstances beyond our control.
We have to suffer if it would
mean happiness for others.
We have to cry to
temporarily let go of the pains.
Every beginning has its end
like every dawn has its dusk.
It's something we can't control,
something we had to live up.

It's over.
He's gone. But life has to go on.
Goodbye doesn't always mean forever.
There will always be a place and time
where questions will be answered,
words will be spoken,
letters will be read,
poems will be recited in the night,
songs will be sung in harmony,
love will be expressed in solitude and
promises will be fulfilled.
Somewhere. Somehow. Someday.

...::Guys and Girls::...

..:: Guys and Girls ::..
Guys drink to forget about the girl...
Girls drink to think back about the guy...

When guys are in love, they become poor.
When girls are in love, they become pretty...

Guys can forget, but cannot forgive...
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget..

Guys care the most about the quantity of love...
Girls care the most about the quality of love..

Guys break-up when they feel love from another Girl...
Girls break-up when they feel the feeling ofSeparation from her man...

Guys feel curiosity towards all girls...
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are Interestedin her..

When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget Aboutthe girl by going out with another girl... When girls are heartbroken, they try to find hisCharacteristics from another guy...

Guys wish to be her first love...
Girls wish to be his last love...

*Got tis in my mail recently&i found tis is quite interesting.So do u agree wif it?Hmm...*